My First Maltese, Happy

Good day. I have set up this site for my beloved pet Maltese, Happy in remembrance of him and the wonderful times we had spent together. Boy, it's too fast. With almost an wink of an eye, Happy's life was over. However, Happy's spirit will live on forever! I love Happy for who he is, and for what he had "taught" us to be.

I am praying that I can see him again one day at Rainbow Bridge and be united once more in Heaven...

Until then, please enjoy and celebrate Happy's life together with me, and witness how Happy had touched our lives for these 12 years.

Thank you very much. May God bless you all. Amen.

About Happy

Nothing is more memorable and everlasting than viewing Happy's life in pictures. Today, it's has been 11 years since Happy was gone. Still, the sorrow and pain are evidently there. The emptiness I have felt within my mind was overwhelming and hard to bear sometimes. Nevertheless, I can only recall about the fond memories that Happy had left behind. Indeed, Happy had given me and my family a wonderful time. If you will allow me, I want you to share with us as we reflect on Happy's beautiful life, which seems to just happen yesterday.

This website serves to commemorate my beloved pet dog, Happy. He had passed away on 13 April 2013, and I wanted to recall those fond unforgettable memories, of which he had shared with as a family member for 12 years. I really missed him dearly as his demise is a great loss to us as a family. I begin at how we get to know Happy.

Happy as an infant puppy

Happy as an infant puppy
Happy was brought into our home in August 2002 when he was 1 and a half years old. He was a pure breed male Maltese weighing about 5kg. My father had just passed away in February in the same year. As a family, we were distraught at losing him then. But it seemed like God has His perfect timing; He brought Happy into our lives. My brother has brought him into our home owing to a friend's wife giving birth, hence not able to take care of the 2 dogs that they had.

Happy's Life at 2 years old

Happy's life at 2 years old
Our family had not have a dog before. Naturally it was uncomfortable for us at first. I was finding it a distraction to have a dog following me all the time. But after observing this Maltese playing with my brother, I found him fascinating and fun. By the end of three weeks of living with Happy, we really like him a lot. He is such a cute, lovable and hyperactive dog!

However, my brother only knew how to play with him, but not responsible enough to take good care of him. Through the months, it ended up that my mum and I having to take turns to take care of Happy's needs, such as feeding, peeing and pooing. These became a household chore for us. It was bit challenging for us to get used to. We also have to walk and bathe him every week. But in return, Happy has brought us joy, laughter, fun and liveliness into our home, which previously was a void when my father passed away recently. Hence, the attention now was on Happy. In a way, Happy helped us to deviate from my grief and lift up our spirits.

Through these years, it was such a joy living with Happy. A year later, my brother got married and he moved out. But he did not bring Happy along with him to the new home. We were used to having Happy with us, so we did not mind. Rather, I felt he was not mature and responsible enough to handle Happy well yet. So I took this opportunity to undertake this arduous task of taking care of Happy. That's when my true relationship and friendship with Happy started.

Happy was a mischievous and lovely dog. The more I spent time with him, I understood him better and what he loved. He loved to go outdoors and play. Every time I brought him out for walks, he would dash out of the lift doors and starting to sniff and smell the grass, and pee. My mum would help to prepare his daily 2 meals.

Happy's Life at 5 years old

As Happy had sensitive gastric, he had to eat healthy food like steamed sliced pork or chicken breast with plain white rice. Happy also liked to eat tidbits, always like a specific brand like Burp!. Also, he liked our human food such as cakes and fruits. However, we refrained from doing that too often. Earlier, I did not have adequate knowledge about feeding the right food to Happy. After eating grapes and some spare rib pork meat, Happy started to vomit and have diarrhea continuously. And he ended up having to be hospitalized and put on a drip! Poor Happy. I learned my lesson; never over pampered one's pet!

There were a few unpleasant moments where we got bitten by Happy. Perhaps he got too agitated too much with me to the extent that I was bitten on the hand. My mum has been bitten on her hind leg as well. Perhaps we have been too wild in trying to play him out. Nevertheless, we learned the hard way; learning to play Happy's way!
Happy's life at 5 years old

Fun Days with Happy

Happy's life at 5 years old
When Happy started to grow up, his health was more stable. He was healthy and strong. He also had gained some weight. I made sure that he got his needed walk 3 to 4 times a week. We would bring him for family weekend outings to Bedok reservoir, MacRitchie Reservoir, East Coast Park and Changi Village. It was enjoyable and fun though tiring sometimes as Happy was easily excited and hyper-active. He loved to ride in the car and look at people and the scenery. He would want to sit on my lap and look out of the car window excitedly. Most of the time while walking him, we found ourselves running after him on a leash. He had such immerse energy in him!

When Happy was about 2 to 3 years old, he was very active and would always look for female dogs whenever we took him for walks. He would chase after any dog he came across, and do his “horse-riding”. (Typical male hormones raging) His acts certainly caused a lot of laughter and embarrassment among the dog owners.

From 1 1/2 to 10 years' old, Happy had a great blast. We experienced great joy in having Happy with us. Though sometimes, Happy did fall sick once in a while. We literally treated him as one of our family member and hence we would bring him to see a vet. Happy would greet us happily with wagging tail the moment we woke up, and when I came back from work or errands. It was such a warm and wonderful feeling! I would caress on his stomach and massage him when I bathe him.

Wonderful Days with Happy

I would help to extract fleas and bugs from his fur coat every time he went for a run in the park. My family would accompany and play with Happy most of the time. Happy has grown to love us more, and he would lick my face with his tongue every time I stroke him or gave him some loving tender care. He would lick on his front paws or his favorite bone on days of free play. He would have lazy afternoon naps sometimes. When Happy lost his appetite, we would make sure that he would not fall sick unnecessary. I had to clean up Happy's pee and poo after every meal and during every walk in the park. Most of the time, I felt that I was taking care of a growing-up child. However, I took all these hurdles and experiences with great stride and joy.
Taking photo with Happy
To share my joyful experience further, there was one time I brought him to MacRitchie Reservoir for a walk, and he had slipped and dropped inside an artificial pond while trying to cross over some stone walk. It was fearful but hilarious to watch Happy struggling to swim by himself and manage to swim to the pond edge to safety. Recalling this incident, I was full of laughter for Happy.

Through the Years with Happy

Happy during the good times
Believe it not, Happy had been a great blessing to us. Happy had brought us true and pure joy in my daily lives. We would celebrate Christmas, New Year and Chinese New Year with Happy every year. We would bring him for relative visitations now and then. Sometimes, we got him into pets-friendly dinning cafeteria. Often, I would like him to be exposed to the outside environment so that he can live a fruitful and fulfilling lifestyle as a family member, not just a dog's life.
Happy is a curious and attention-seeking dog. He would look at you and observed what I would be doing next. For one, I communicated with him using simple commands like sit, mum-mum (eat), kai-kai (play or go out for walk), bao-bao (hand carry) and hand gestures like (wait), as in the case of asking him to wait patiently for his tidbits. Wherever I sat in the house, he would lie down with his face towards my direction of sitting, and simply watched me and kept me company. It was simply heart-warming. Sometimes, if he was clamouring for attention, he would stand on his two hind legs and signaled to be carried in the hands. He would be very restless and excited every time we wanted to go out as he wanted to follow along. What a baby!
Happy at one of the healthy days
When we dine out on some occasion with Happy, he would just happily sit on the chair provided at one corner of the dinning table, and watched the world went by without disturbing us or barking at strangers that passed by.

On most occasions, my mum would prepare good healthy portion of food for Happy, ensuring he had a good breakfast or dinner. I would treat Happy to small bits of apple or pear, which were some of his favorite fruits. Happy is also intelligent as he is observant and able to see through our emotions sometimes. I remembered when I was feeling down, and talking to him, he just sat in front of you and looked at you with his big beautiful eyes. It seemed like he “really” understood what I was saying. But this gesture really touched me. It made me realized that it is worthwhile to have a dog as a companion.

Happy's illness

When Happy was 9 years old, he started to have some kind of cough. (not kernel cough) After visiting the vet, we have been told that his heart had some problem, that caused the cough-like symptom. The vet also mentioned that we have to take care of Happy's weight, as that will cause problems during the aging years. After a few time visits to the vet and medication, Happy's health condition seemed subsided.

But on one of those regular walks in the parks, Happy had a sudden seizure (minor heart attack) when he was panting very hard after strenuous running. He just collapsed on all fours, and his whole body would go numb for a few minutes, and whine. He was able to recover after a while and start breathing again. The first time experiencing something like this was horrifying for me, as I stared in shock! What happened to my dog? Happy started to experience more and more of such attacks as time went by.
Happy hospitalized and recovering at home

Happy's Health Deteriorated

Happy recovering at the hospital
I brought him to another new vet to address his health when he was 12 years old. His health started to get worse, as he was experiencing more heart seizures. After the diagnosis, the doctor mentioned that that was part of the dog's aging - his heart was getting weaker, and had to pump harder for the blood to circulate. Hence, the start of endless vet visits and long-term heart medication for Happy. This also marked the start of a nightmare and fight with the disease. Happy's lifestyle had to be adjusted; he cannot be as active as before. The doctors advised that Happy should not be running too much but rather be at rest most of the time. His diet had to be decreased to more sizable portions so that he could digest better.
The worst experience for Happy and us was in August 2012, where he was panting very hard, even at rest! His tongue had turned bluish, his lungs were accumulating fluid and that he was fainting as well. (Lack of oxygen in the brain) Happy had to be put in oxygen tank and on frusemide injection immediately in the pet hospital. In an instant, we taught Happy was dying. After one day of treatment, the vet advised us to adopt euthanasia on Happy, as he may not able to live for long. Our hopes was shattered!

Never would I ever have to do that to Happy! I was reluctant to go with that decision, even though some family members did think that way. I prayed and after some serious consideration, I insisted that we should wait for one more day of observation for Happy before making a decision. True enough, Happy was able to recover on the next day! I was thankful to God for protecting Happy. But when I saw the state of Happy's condition in the hospital, I cried and felt sorry for my beloved pet. He had lost a lot of weight! (from 5.5 kg to 4.3kg) and he did not look as healthy as before.

For the next 8 months, there were a lot of visits to the vet for Happy and us. Happy's heart condition tended to fluctuate up and down, every week and on any other days. Sometimes, we had to bring him to the vet on an emergency in the night as he panted easily when he got too excited or stressed. Happy's heartbeat was irregular; it could go fast one moment while in another moment it would beat slower. He was already on high dosage heart medication. This was such a difficult time for Happy and us. Happy did not like to take those heart medication. But we did not have a choice but to coax him with tidbits after medication. One thing the vet highlighted was that since Happy had this heart disease at this age (13 1/2 years old), his heart could possibly stop beating at any point. I was very concerned and fearful for Happy when I heard this. I told myself that I would want to protect Happy and give the best medical care and love to him from then onwards. We would visit Happy every time he was hospitalized (from August 2012 to March 2013) and would chase after the doctor for the latest updates on Happy's condition.
The worst experience for Happy and us was in August 2012, where he was panting very hard, even at rest! His tongue had turned bluish, his lungs were accumulating fluid and that he was fainting as well. (Lack of oxygen in the brain) Happy had to be put in oxygen tank and on frusemide injection immediately in the pet hospital. In an instant, we taught Happy was dying. After one day of treatment, the vet advised us to adopt euthanasia on Happy, as he may not able to live for long. Our hopes was shattered!

Never would I ever have to do that to Happy! I was reluctant to go with that decision, even though some family members did think that way. I prayed and after some serious consideration, I insisted that we should wait for one more day of observation for Happy before making a decision. True enough, Happy was able to recover on the next day! I was thankful to God for protecting Happy. But when I saw the state of Happy's condition in the hospital, I cried and felt sorry for my beloved pet. He had lost a lot of weight! (from 5.5 kg to 4.3kg) and he did not look as healthy as before.

For the next 8 months, there were a lot of visits to the vet for Happy and us. Happy's heart condition tended to fluctuate up and down, every week and on any other days. Sometimes, we had to bring him to the vet on an emergency in the night as he panted easily when he got too excited or stressed. Happy's heartbeat was irregular; it could go fast one moment while in another moment it would beat slower. He was already on high dosage heart medication. This was such a difficult time for Happy and us. Happy did not like to take those heart medication. But we did not have a choice but to coax him with tidbits after medication. One thing the vet highlighted was that since Happy had this heart disease at this age (13 1/2 years old), his heart could possibly stop beating at any point. I was very concerned and fearful for Happy when I heard this. I told myself that I would want to protect Happy and give the best medical care and love to him from then onwards. We would visit Happy every time he was hospitalized (from August 2012 to March 2013) and would chase after the doctor for the latest updates on Happy's condition.

Happy's Fighting Spirit

But Happy was a strong fighter. There was a few times that Happy nearly bid us farewell. But he managed to recover from the severe heart condition and excess fluid built-up in the lungs. I made sure that one of us would be always around to watch out for Happy, as it was dangerous to leave Happy alone at home. Before I slept every night and waking up in the middle of the night, I would ensure Happy was doing fine without excessive panting. I would kiss on his forehead before I slept each night. I prayed almost every moment of each day that Happy could pull through the day itself. Despite the instability of the heart, Happy would still make it through each day, from August 2012 to early April 2013. This really came from God's grace and mercy upon Happy.
Happy's last taken photo
But 3 weeks ago, Happy developed heart complication - his seizures started to come back again after some months' absence. He would fall on all fours, had involuntary control of the bladder and bowel and whine with his head tilted backwards. Basically, his whole body would be paralyzed temporary for a few minutes. This unwelcome occurrence could happen for at least 3 times a day with no warning. We were so worried, but could sense that Happy's condition was not going to get better or least stabilized.

On the 12 April 2013, Friday, I brought Happy back to the vet for routine check as a precaution. But after checking on Happy's condition, the vet advised that we should observe Happy for another few weeks as the seizures were mild and they did not last more than a few minutes. A more conclusive diagnosis can then be conducted after some time. Given Happy's pre-existing condition, the heart would have most likely caused these seizures and no other medication was necessary at this point. Well, being assured, I agreed and brought Happy back.

Goodbye, My Beloved Happy 😭

This is before we send him off for cremation. Extremely sad moments...
Things took for a worse turn the next day. Happy woke up with increased seizures and frequencies. It was more severe than the ones he had for the past few days. He collapsed and knocked his head onto the floor a few times during the seizures. I watched him and I felt in pain for him. I tried to soothe him by talking and stroking him gently to make him feel comfortable. Happy's appetite was not good either.

This is before we send him off for cremation. Extremely sad moments...
On that fateful Saturday late afternoon, Happy finally bided farewell. He came into my room to lick me on my leg. He started to pant for the 7th time. This happened after he took some biscuits. Happy had a sudden final seizure. He did not recover this time. In fact, he regurgitated very violently on the floor. I was speechless, not knowing what to do next. The regurgitation repeated about 6 times before Happy became motionless with eyes wide-opened and tongue sticking out in purplish colour. I screamed for Happy but he did not respond. I checked for heart beat, there was none anymore. Nobody except me was around to witness this last of Happy. Happy was gone! This was the saddest day of my life!

Reflections on Happy

We had lost our dog! And I had lost my best furry friend and companion of 13 1/2 years! Today, after 4 days, I still could not believe my beloved Happy was gone! As a family, we were greatly saddened by Happy's passing. Not many dog owners would mourn their beloved pets this way, but I really wanted to set up a memorial page for my Happy. I treated Happy as my son, best friend and companion. I was devastated that I could not see and touch him anymore (maybe at Rainbow Bridge one day?) I was still crying as I was writing this story. My mind was blank; cannot carry on with life now as I kept thinking about Happy and the good times we had before.

Happy had a special place in our hearts. The grief was too tremendous for all of us to bear. I missed Happy's wagging tail greeting at the doorstep every time I came back from work, massaging his soft tender furry body and cheeks, communicating with him and kissing on his forehead. Lastly, his smelly licking! I would truly miss Happy for a long time.
Happy's life at 5 years old

Happy Is Finally Home

Happy's Ashes At Home
In retrospect, it was good that we let Happy go. By delaying Happy's illness and pre-longing his stay on this earth would not give him a better quality of life. I prayed God can give Happy a new, better and stronger body when he waked up at Rainbow Bridge. (I believed that animals have souls that go to the heavens)

We had placed Happy's ashes in a photo urn at our home. We wanted him to know that he was the best pet we ever had, and that he deserved our love and attention forever!

Happy, daddy is going to fetch you back at Rainbow Bridge one day. Please wait for me (hand gesture - wait wait) patiently and play with your new found doggy friends for now! See you again!

Happy's Photos